Becoming a Medium

Over the last few months as i have been undergoing healing through Reiki and Psychic Healing, the main thing i have been told over and over is “You have a natural psychic gift”. No matter who i go to for healing, they all have picked up on this, and told me i should do some work to develop them. The first time i heard it i was shocked, very surprised and didn’t believe that i could be capable of such a thing.

I’ve always heard people speaking in my ear, had sensations of people touching me, and had smells wafting under my nose from out of nowhere. I also recently started seeing little balls of light floating around, most commonly known as orbs. So i’ve had a few experiences with the “unknown”. And to me it was all a little scary to be honest. The thought of being able to talk to, or see, people that have passed over gave me the creeps, all abit too ghostly.

After talking with my regular Reiki practitioner, i decided that now was the time and i had to bite the bullet so to speak and get over my fears. I realised the only fear i had was “fear of the uknown”. What i did not know, i feared. But really, what was there to be scared of? I had already experienced a few things that would freak many people out, and i had not been scared. Nor had i come to any harm. The things i have experienced all felt like warm, loving energy.

I searched for a spiritual development group and i found a Psychic Development Circle on monday nights. My first attendance was last night. The medium who runs the group is a very down-to-earth and fun lady. We all arrived at 8pm and sat down in a circle around a table with candles, the only lighting in the room. R, the medium opened up the circle by asking the spirits to protect everyone in the circle and help us by bringing energy into the group. I had no idea what to expect, but i just thought i was going to go along with the flow and see what happened.

We started off by meditating to a guided meditation cd. Immediately as i started meditating, i felt my head vibrating (crown chakra) and i felt like my head wanted to fall back off my head, i felt so relaxed and noticed my breathing was undetectable to me. Immediately after, i felt a heavy weight on my left arm and something touching my head. I also started to get very hot. During one part of the meditation we were told there was a pool of water and as i heard these words i got a very cold sensation across my face. It was very interesting for me as it was the first meditation i had ever done.

After that R got a bowl and everyone put one personal item or piece of jewellery in the bowl. Then we all selected a piece out of the bowl that wasn’t our own, such as a watch or bracelet. I chose a ring. I didn’t know who’s it was but i was getting a feeling of what direction the person was sitting in. And immediately after holding the ring for a couple of seconds i got a very nervous feeling, very anxious, almost as if i was going to do a speech in front of hundreds of people. I had to put the ring down, it was making me feel very sick. When i put the ring down, the feeling went away. I picked up the ring again and felt that nervous, anxious feeling. I studied the ring. It was a small, petite ring. Made of gold with one large diamond in the middle. The person who owned it was a simplistic person, liked simple things, also had traditional ideas, hence the gold and diamond. The ring had several scratches around the sides which made me feel that they keep this ring on all the time, that the person who had given it to them was close to their heart, or the ring had some kind of sentimental value. When the time came for me to talk about the ring, i stood up in the circle and described all of the above. I asked if the person could understand any of that, and she told me that yes, she could understand 100%, it had all been correct. So i was very surprised!! She said she is a very nervous person, she always feels anxious. So i had gotten that feeling from her ring! The practice of doing this is called Psychometry. And that was my first ever time practicing Psychometry, but i think it was very successful for a first time.

Next up we sat in groups of 2 and held each other’s hands to get a reading from the other person. I held my partners hands and felt that she was a mother, which she confirmed. I told her she was there for her kids, she was 100% all about her kids, she was a firm but fun mother. She is a very calm and collected person, nothing really ruffles her feathers at all, she doesn’t get stressed out about situations, a very much in control sort of person but very loving, to which she replied that yes, it was 100% correct what i had just said. I don’t even know this woman from a bar of soap, but i felt these things when i held her hands! WOW! She said when she held my hands she saw cartoons, haha, not Hello Kitty but Peanuts, Snoopy! The only thing i have of snoopy is a small bento lunch box so i’m not sure why she picked up on that! haha. Yeah, so that was success number two!

Then the last practice was that we contacted spirit and asked to receive a message for someone in the room. Immediately i got the name “Anna/Annie” in my head. I asked if anyone was called that name. A woman to the side of me said her relatives call her Annie. I then said i was getting the words “you are loved”, and i was feeling it was her grandpa. She confirmed that her grandpa that called her Annie had passed over!! OMG. So there i was getting a message from her dead grandpa!! I have never done that before, never knew i was capable! That is sooo amazing. R said that it was really good because Psychometry is level 1 and Mediumship, which i had just practiced successfully is actually a level higher, and i had done it without any knowledge of how to do it! So i had progressed from no knowledge to level 2 in one night!

So i was pretty impressed with myself being able to do that, really amazed with how i could do that. R said i am a medium, always had been but never tried to use my abilities. She made me promise that i would come back next week as she wants me to do more work. I will definitely be going back next week.

I’ve been practising on Yasu. I got his keys when i got home and i had them in my hand and immediately i got a sore back, and i asked him if he had a sore back and he said yes. When i pointed to where it was sore, he said it was the right place. Also i got he had a sore elbow, which he confirmed. The minute i put the keys down, my back and elbow were without pain. When i picked up his keys again, the pain came back! He doesn’t believe in this stuff he tells me, but secretly i think he believes just a little bit, because he never told me he had a sore anything. He kept pestering me “tell me more!” after i had finished…i think it was his way of trying to test me out but i was just too tired after my big night out.

I’m going to keep practicing. Actually i feel like i opened a kind of gate last night because when i was talking to my mum on the phone this morning i kept getting feelings and all kinds of images in my head.

Apart from that just a little bit about what else i’ve been doing. I went out to lunch with a friend (she shouted me as a belated birthday present) and she brought along her Japanese exchange student called Aya. It turns out Aya is from the same suburb in Aomori as Yasu’s Aunty, and i’ve actually been there so i know exactly where she lives haha. She’s a pretty cute girl, very nice with a big craving for Umeboshi. She’s staying in Australia for another 8 months so i think i will go get her some Umeboshi as a nice present. I know when i was in Japan i really craved vegemite sandwiches!! So i know the feeling well.

Also went out shopping with Yasu on the weekend. We bought a water filter so we don’t have to buy expensive mineral water to drink anymore. Yasu can’t stand our tap water, it just isn’t as good as Japanese tap water he says (of course! *note sarcasm*). But the water definitely tastes better. It also has a cooler inside so it cools it after filtering. Yasu bought a new baseball bat for $195, it’s much lighter so he can hit more home runs supposedly! Also visited my mum and my auntie who we hadn’t seen for a long time.

So basically that’s what i’ve been up to.

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